So, I went for a three days church program and came back feeling elated and hopeful that a new phase of answered prayer is on its way. The devil didn't even allow me to reach home after leaving my three cuties for three long days.
Truth is; I have been trying to learn how to bridle my tongue for long and it was actually one of my major prayer points all through the program. Trust the devil to come and mock you with your innermost desire.
I had a first hand experience on being lied against and the story was just turning on its own against me more and more.
To worsen the whole stuff the devil decided to shame me by just saying rubbish to defend myself and making me look more stupid.
Reflecting back on the whole scenario, I still find it hard to believe how I just let them step on my self esteem and self worth.
I learnt my lesson though; I need to stop playing God by being nice to everybody, I still wish to be nice but...hmmmmm my good heart landed me in trouble which I can never forget.. and I pray this shame I am feeling will go away someday.
This is something I am totally innocent of, May the Lord I worship give everyone involved in soiling my name a taste on their own act, the main agent of this misfortune and his accomplice will encounter people hipping lies upon lies on top of his head all the days of their lives ijn.
I am so so pained, Lord please take this reproach away and turn this tribulation to testimony ijn.
Lord please let the truth come out in the open and vindicate me. This shame is too much. Even if you wanted me to learn my lesson Lord this is huge.
Lord, this case is not settled yet. Please vindicate me and turn my tears to joy ijn. It is on;y you that can expose the truth and vindicate me oh Lord.
